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Knocking on Windows

A Memoir

About The Book

Acclaimed author Jeannine Atkins revisits her past in this brave and powerful memoir-in-verse about memory, healing, and finding her voice as a writer, perfect for fans of Amber Smith and Speak.

Night darkens the window to mirror.
I’m back in my old bedroom.

Six weeks after the start of her freshman year of college, Jeannine Atkins finds herself back in her childhood bedroom after an unimaginable trauma. Now home in Massachusetts, she’s struggling to reclaim her life and her voice. Seeking comfort in the words of women, she turns to the lives and stories of Sylvia Plath, Maya Angelou, and Emily Dickinson. Through raw and poignant letter-poems addressed to these literary giants, Jeannine finds that the process of writing and reflecting has become not only a means of survival but the catalyst for a burgeoning writing career.

Inspired and ready to move forward, she enrolls in her state university, where she feeds her growing passion for writing in fiction seminars. But she finds that she’s unable to escape the pervasive misogyny of her classmates and professors, who challenge her to assert her own voice against a backdrop of disbelief and minimalization. This time, though, Jeannine is not willing to go down without a fight.

A searingly honest memoir told through gorgeous verse, Knocking on Windows stands as a beacon of hope and a celebration of the enduring spirit of survivors of sexual assault—and of writers.

About The Author

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Jeannine Atkins is the author of several books for young readers about courageous women, including Finding Wonders: Three Girls Who Changed Science, Grasping Mysteries: Girls Who Loved Math, Stone Mirrors: The Sculpture and Silence of Edmonia Lewis, and Borrowed Names: Poems about Laura Ingalls Wilder, Madam C.J. Walker, Marie Curie, and Their Daughters. She also wrote memoir-in-verse Knocking on Windows. Jeannine teaches writing for children and young adults at Simmons University. She lives in western Massachusetts. Visit her at JeannineAtkins.com.

Why We Love It

“Throughout the many years that I’ve worked with Jeannine Atkins, she has written poems about her experiences as a rape survivor, meaning to include them in one book or another, only to remove the poems before publication. I wasn’t sure if she would ever find her way to telling her own personal and often painful story—and then this incredible, brave manuscript arrived in my inbox. I knew Jeannine’s memoir would be powerful and beautifully written, but even so I’m blown away by how brilliantly she’s written about this incredibly difficult part of her life, and how brave she is to share it publicly. Her story of not only surviving but eventually figuring out how to thrive after sexual assault will speak to so many readers.”

—Reka S., Editorial Director, on Knocking on Windows

Product Details

  • Publisher: Atheneum Books for Young Readers (August 5, 2025)
  • Length: 320 pages
  • ISBN13: 9781665977562
  • Ages: 14 - 99

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